Hour today Hour Tomorrow

I had a break down yesterday. I feel like I am being pulled in so many different directions. School, Work, Dave, Lily, Family. I had to think about my priorities for a little bit and that was really hard. How do you put things first.

I mean my house is a mess, My marriage is strong but I feel like I am neglecting my husband more than I should and I feel guilty about that. School is DRAINING ME! The one thing that keeps me going is the challenge of my game the level up chore wars thing. Because I know that when I get on the treadmill and walk I can clear my head and think about things, and it puts everything into perspective.

I walk and I think about my husband, and how he loves me and I asked for the treadmill and so he bought it for me. I look at the photos in the room and think how lucky I am to have him in my life.

Then I look at the pile of laundry, and I imagine that it is not there. Then I look at the dust in the room and think, I gotta do something about this because I keep sneezing.

I am human, and I do love life. But at the same time I just want and need a break. Can I get one... Thank god for Yoga! That calms me down... that and sex with my Hubby!